One more thing

Why is it that only Brother Kojak and Blonde Ambition post to me? I know you sneaky bastards are reading this. Leave a message!!! Even if it just says I'm boring!

i've been delinquent

DAYUM!! I haven't blogged for a few days... been busy... been delinquent with a lot of things actually. OOPS!!

So, here's what's on my mind...

If you're dating a guy, should he primarily pay for the dates? I mean let's say he has more money than you and he lives about four hours from you. If you're going to do the driving, should the cost be on him? I say yes. I'm kinda old school about that shit. It's how things used to be, when did they change? And why did they change? It's nice to be taken care of to a point, nothing wrong with that. I don't know... just my thoughts on that.

Next....

Why is it that you click so well with some people even if they are far away? And is the internet a good thing or a bad thing for that? I mean it enables you to meet so many different people that you may never meet. That kind of sucks.

Next...

Why can't we make enough money to live well? I mean our economy is sooooooo horrid right now and everyone just keeps pretending like everything is going to be just fine. I don't get that. Just because George stands up and says things are fine people... doesn't make it true!

Stop being sheep! Think, react, have an opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)
Paula

the trappings of life

Why is it so easy to fall into the traps of life? I know, broad question, but why is it so easy? My boss is a woman, which in and of itself poses a host of problems since I am one too. Women working for women is just not good. I can't flirt and make her bad moods go away. And, she has pleanty of bad moods, trust me. She's been on a roll for about two months now and everyone in the office has a bad case of bad morale.

Now I'm usually a happy person, but lately I've noticed that I'm turning into a biatch too! I can't have this negativity in my life. I can't stand these feelings of anger and ridiculous "woman" behavior!!! I am above this!!!

So, tonight I've decided to just chill out! I don't need to play into the trappings of everyday ho-hum life. I can still be me and be happy even though everyone else around me is a miserable lump. Back to being me and glad of it!!

BLOG!

The Perfect Fit

Well, for some time this has been a slight problem for me but recently, I've lost a considerable amount of weight and things have become worse instead of better. I originally was a 40DD and after losing 35 lbs. I am now a 38DDD. Now, this is all fine and dandy, however, do you have any clue how hard it is to even find a 38DDD bra in a store? And, if you do, do you have any clue how much one costs? Well, let me just tell you; they are around $55 for one and it's probably ugly on top of it.

Do people who design these things think that just because you have big boobs that you want to look like a grandma? I mean they are either something you would picture your 80 year old grandma in or a ridiculous amount of lace, usually itchy, and in some nasty neon color or a giant pink slingshot waiting to be burned. It's disgusting and frustrating.

I just want a bra, is that so much to ask? And God, if it could be just a little pretty, I promise I'll shut up and pay the $75 for the damn thing too!

Will I ever be able to sleep in again????????

Life is ridiculous! Is it so much to ask that you have the ability to sleep in just one day a week?

So, today I could have slept in, would have slept in, if it weren't for my stupid internal clock that won't let me! Up at 8:30 am on a damn Saturday! Now, I know that is sleeping in for some and even for me it's better than the weekday 6:30 am, but still... I'm talking sleeping in, like until 10 am or something. You know that kind of sleeping in you do that when you get up you feel like you've been rejuvinated. Give me some of that!

And Rico, look!!! I blogged two days straight!

well maybe not perfect 

my first blog :)

Well... here's my fist blog... hehehehe....

I had a crapy week, busy as hell at work, I'm a graphic designer for a community college :) Fun job but I'm glad it's Friday!! Oh, only three more Friday's to work before I have 14 glorious one's off for the summer! Oh Yeah Baby!

I wish I had an interesting life I could write about... but mine is sometimes more like a soap opera than a real life so for now, I'm keeping it to myself... lmao!

Oh yeah... I'm bad at blogging... workin on that tho!